Friday, November 28, 2003

Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
And soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Yeah...
Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know

You'll make it
You'll make it
Just don't go forsaking yourself
No one can stop you
You know that I'm talking to you

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall

I've typed TWO times moi blog entry... and ARGH! they DISAPPEAR! sigh.
a short recapt...
1stly, I'M SO EX-CITED!!!
there are FIVE mayflower contacts confirmed cuming fer tomms ess!!! WOW!!! mf's gonna grow man...

2ndly, i really hope and pray and 'wadeva' dat atticus can cum fer service tomms... dun wanna enjoy tha truth moiself!! and also ho joe-han!!! i noe you're reading tis'... please cum moi church k? k? k? xD there's a Reason why i nag at you all to cum visit moi church... and you'll onli find out when you cum... yea. lol.

Wednesday, November 26, 2003


the internet junk slacker test deems me:
80% slacker





your clothes are properly folded, hung up and put away. you watch tv in moderation. you like to visit with friends but also like a little alone time as well. you tend to change clothes frequently and you definitely wash your hands after a visit to the toilet!


click here to take more tests like this at internet junk!

Had cg. Met up wif yihui. =)

I'm really excited abt wad God is gonna do through NED. Imagine having units, or even sub-districts in the schools we're takin care of... whoa... i pray dat God will allow sleepless nights to happen to moi gals. Sleepless cuz too excited about the vision.

We need to learn to take a day at a time.
Learn to let the Supernatural take care of wad is to cum. Not dat no planning is needed, but rather no worries are grounded. hmmm.
Learn to realise dat no matter how strong we may appear to be, or desire for ourselves to appear to be, we are ultimately a lil child, made of flesh and blood, strengthened onli by the hands of His.

Let him who has ears hear, let him who has eyes see.

I pray that I wouldn't be the only one goin heaven. i pray that i wouldn't be the onli one enjoying Life. I pray that i wouldn't haf to regret not speaking about the good news. How i wish, that all could see, that all could hear... den all would be able to testify that the Lord my God is good.

Monday, November 24, 2003

was toking to luanz on msn... whoa. we ARE lame... but i really like the eggy one.

Jessie:hi!
Eggy:hi!
Jessie:Wassup!!
Eggy:...
Jessie:mother hen's butt!

haha..... hee. guess onli the LAME can catch this fast...

Anw, i'm pretty frustrated wif moi keyboard... cuz the spacebar got prob... muz press slowly and gently... sigh. so mafan lor... tomms got class chalet. not v appealing to me. hee. cuz not v close to moi class...

sth i found

In a research done regarding sexual orientation of brothers of gay men. They found that for adoptive and non-twin brothers of gay men, about 10% were also gay, a rate often attributed to the general population. The rate of "double" homosexuality for fraternal twins was 22%, and for identical twins, 52%.

The fact that fraternal twins of gay men were found to be roughly twice as likely to be gay as other biological brothers shows that environmental factors play a role, since fraternal twins are no more similar biologically than are other biological brothers. In light of these results, it does not seem surprising that an even larger proportion of identical twins would have similar behaviors since the world thinks of them as "the same" and treats them accordingly, and they often share such feelings of sameness.


Anw, the scientific basis attributing gayism to the genes is exceedingly weak. And most of the theories have flaws and most have been withdrawn. But this proves nothing. It could be that technology is not that advanced as yet or there juz isn't any link betw sexual orientation and genes...


Sunday, November 23, 2003

The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love is about

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I’m down

My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts

This time its done
It’ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it’s sad just the same

I guess the truth
Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin’ proof of what love is about…

dere are act many reasons as to why da world is opening itself up towards homosexuals... mass media's influence and portrayal of homosexuals, the increasing no. of ppl being homosexual... blah blah blah... and i dun think dat being affluent is a major reason... and i guess one main reason why the housing agent accepted the deal is dat dat guy still wanna earn money...

hmmm. tis' is wad i think. but i still can't find the piece of news. not on the net at least. farnie why they neva upload their news reports up the net. hmmm... farnie mass media...

homosexuality. amazed at the response. anw. i've juz started a lil research. but b4 anything is said, i felt dat an intro wld be appropriate.

taken frm http://www.biblebb.com/files/HOMOSEX2.HTM ...

Homosexuals are not to be singled out and rallied against by Christians. Their sin is no greater than anyone else’s. It was James who said more damage is done by the tongue than by any other sin. Christians need to be careful not to gather up our self-righteous robes and attack a particular sin that we, ourselves, do not struggle with. We are to examine this subject as sinners redeemed by grace, not as superiors with authority. Nevertheless, the Church needs to be clear on what the Bible teaches about homosexuality. My concern is not that the world has deemed homosexuality an acceptable form of sexual expression, but that the Church has willingly done so.

... us, by not committing a certain sin, is in no way superior to one who committed dat sin. hmmm. how true is this. let us not be judgemental... yea.

and a word of warning... if you're a young believer in da Lord, it'll be wiser not to do research... cuz' dere's lotsa uncensored stuff out dere dat might corrupt our minds... and if ya cum across anything dat opposes wat is taught in church, alwaes approach yr ldrs fer clarification... yea.

guess tis' ish enuff fer today. i feel lyk i'm conducting a class. lol.

oh ya.. watched 'dumb and dumber' today... v lame leh... but jim carey really got v gd acting skills. heehee...